Fall To Pieces

17th April 2009

I like walking in the rain; no one can tell that I’m crying. I want to go back to a day when things were simpler. I want to go back to a day when I understood, when I wasn’t held against myself, or stopped by my own mind. Someone told me once, that I must be strong not to cry. I wanted to hold on to a song, to listen to the words and relate like I could relate to anybody. I want to feel the rain dripping off my nose and falling from the sky, I want to feel it washing away my tears. I want to go back, back to the beginning. I don’t want to lie anymore, I don’t want to feel the hurt. I want to start again, over again.