Explosions in the Sky

Stress: Is it so hard for people to understand that I have university and I work and I’m not online every second of the day? Does it have to get to the point where I feel like I should hire someone to do things for me? Do I really have to be there at 2:00am to respond to an email? Am I a superhuman? No.

Emotion: I’m really angry because someone, hosted by me, went and moved their domain elsewhere without even notifying me. Other people have the decency to send me a really short message or email telling me they’re leaving. I thought it was just downright rude. I found out that they had moved myself, after just randomly browsing.

Reasoning: To be honest, this whole hosting site is pissing me off. I don’t mind helping people. I really, truly don’t. But I’m not a robot. I repeat; I am not a robot. And the server problems are getting on my nerves. I don’t mind spending more money for better hosting with better uptime, but of course that doesn’t mean the crazy “unlimited space”. You don’t need that much space; all 18 of my sites take up about 500 MB. πŸ˜“

Smiling: Well, I don’t want to sound like a “douchebag” (been using that word a lot lately today) so I’ll move on from my stupid paragraphs being introduced and sectioned off into their own little worlds. πŸ˜›

I used to be so anal about my comment numbers. I wanted them to be even, and to have large numbers that were sort of consistent. I find it weird when my blog posts jump from something like 100 comments (okay, that hasn’t happened since last June) to 50. Er… that’s about half, you know?

So I don’t really care – at least, I’m trying not to. It’s not about the numbers, or the quantity. It’s the quality and the meaning of what people write.

It’s James’s and my 25 month anniversary today. β™₯️ I haven’t seen him in a while. 😒

I am much better from my funny neck pain. I was scared I had tonsillitis but I’m glad that after some sleep and medicine, I woke up better. πŸ™‚

I am really, really exhausted from university. My body needs a rest. My foot got a blister on it from walking a lot. Yesterday though, I had the subject Designing for the Web. My tutor is great; she’s really outgoing and confident with what she’s doing. I’m not just saying that because I coded an HTML page in ten minutes while everyone else took an hour… she’s really great. πŸ˜„

I’m going to be pretty bored in that class, though. Maybe I’ll work ahead or something. 🌹

Today, I had the scheduled day I was dreading. My four-hour break wasn’t so bad, because Ryan, Vicky and I walked around and had lunch and went to the market. I bumped into my high school friend Jewon! ☺️ He’s still the same (still taller than me, like everyone else…) and going well.

I was so worried that I was going to fall asleep during class in the afternoon. I had to have a cup of coffee this morning, and I thought the break would actually tire me. But the class went well, and hopefully I’ll be a little more productive and do assignments in the break next week instead.

Keep on smiling. πŸ™‚

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