An Important Message
I needed to tell you guys this important message quickly. Well, or not so quickly.
The gist of it is that I’m grounded for no reason. I do not have my laptop.
Last night was a pretty crummy night for me. James and I had a dumb fight. We’re alright now, but last night I was crying myself to sleep because I knew I had been a right idiot again. I promised not to start fights with people and far out, I go off and do it again. 😞
It had something to do with the Australian Open tennis finals. I was going for Andy Murray, not Roger Federer. Truth be told I’ve been a fan of Andy Murray for a long time. And he’s come so far, he just deserved to win as much as Federer, I guess.
I really didn’t want Federer to win. I honestly don’t know how Murray even survived out there. The whole of Great Britain was depending on him and it’s like their whole weight was on his shoulders as he was out there playing.
I pretty much cried when I was watching the tie-breaker. I just fully started crying when he lost, I didn’t want to see the rest.
My brother had put my mum in a bad mood. At the last minute, he said “I have a swimming carnival tomorrow”. And right then and there he expected her to get all his gear for him. I don’t know why he couldn’t have done it himself. He’s so lazy. 😡
I am not really angry at him right now. But right after that, my mum was annoyed that she had to get everything ready for Brandon and she basically took it out on me. She accused me of being lazy and selfish and at that moment she told me to get off the computer and give her my laptop. Right then and there. 😢
I was crying so hard, not because of my laptop but because James and I had a fight over blasted nothing.
I cried when I went to bed, thankful that my mum didn’t take my iPhone. I talked to Lilian on Twitter via Direct Message… so we had a private conversation. I just needed someone to talk to. 😞
Right now I’m on my desktop PC. I just wanted to say that you might not hear from me in a while. I will be able to get on when my mum’s at work, and I can use the computers at work too.
You can reach me on Twitter, as I’ll be on my phone.
Please don’t worry about me – I will definitely be back for good in a month when university starts. You’ll hear from me every now and then, I promise. I cannot promise that I will get to comments and emails and reviews, though. Kate, I’m nearly done with your review and might be able to finish it this week.
I must be off to work now. I really appreciate you guys being there for me. I hope you can understand.
James & Lilian, I love you. ♥️